I fucked up

If I had a time machine id go back in time 

Not way back in time 

But to the times when I woke up to your angry morning face every morning 

Or the times where I'd find you staring at me,

I'd ask what and you would tell me how beautiful I was. 

Even when we fought, you never failed to forget to remind me of my beauty 

I would go back to the time when you sang bob marleys "is this love" to me in a room full of people

You asked me to dance, I said no

But if I could go back

We wouldn't have gotten off the dance floor 

I would want to go back to the first day you ever told me you loved me.

I brushed it off because I didn't want you to think I was making a big deal about it,

But inside I was doing my James Brown dance. 

I would go back to the times where I spent my spare time watching Netflix and getting high with you everydayu

I would go back to the times when you would hold me close to you every night 

And the times when you would rub my head

And you knew that sometimes when I was acting up that's all I needed from you.

I'd go back to my graduation day, 

The second day you told me you loved me.

I seen the love in your eyes and that day I knew that I would never love a person the way I love you. 

10/16/15 Laura Leslie