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I MISS YOU

I know I said I won’t say it again but
I can’t help it. 
I love and miss you so fucking much. 
Everyday I wake up and miss you. 
Everyday I go to sleep I miss you. 
I miss your nasty sweaty smell in the morning.
I miss your dead animal morning breathe 
I miss feeling you rub up on me 
I miss the fact that you get horny just looking at me 
I miss you
I miss us 
I miss sitting here watching you play the game like angry child 
I miss hearing you tell me you love me. 
I miss your touch. 
I miss you. 
I miss us. 
I miss everything there is to miss. 

I’m so sorry. 


Laura Soriano 

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