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What if

Sometimes I sit here and wonder
What if I didn’t focus on success
What if I slowed down my grind to live life
What if Mrs. Pires ain’t fill out my college application 
And didn’t believe in me
What if Mr. Lipp was right 
And I ain’t graduate from High School
What if I didn’t get into Voc
Would we have left like Moms said
What if we did move 
What if we left Here
What if my brother never moved back
What if I said yes to all those proposals 
What if I had chucks baby
What if I let bobby love me
What if I didn’t push him away
What if I ain’t found out Corey was psycho
And he loved pop ups
What if I Michael never died
What if I let him love me again 
What if he ain’t never showed me real love 
What if I kissed him that day
What if he never got kicked out of his foster home
What if he never left 
What if I never played him 
(Unfinished)
4/10/18 Laura Before

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